How can I find god?

The answer is in the Bible:

Matthew 7:7 Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

John 14:6 Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

If you really want to find God, you must be broken and humble.  If you want God to show himself to you, you must ask sincerely with a pure heart.  If you truly want to find Him, He will show Himself to you and He will show you the right path for your life.  That is, a path of servitude completely devoted to Him.