Will I be offending God if I quit my priesthood and marry a lady I have dated for so many years and love so much and loves me so much?

I'm 65 and I've made a study of the MYSTIC side of religion and the spiritual life, through my chosen path of ECKANKAR. I have been a member for 42 years and have verified the truths of GOD, SOUL and the Heavenly Worlds and our purpose for being here, through my own personal experiences.