I keep having dreams that my boyfriend,who passed aways is still alive. In each dream he tells a different reason why he had to fake his death & brings up the guy I dated years after he died. Seems so real when I wake up I think he's alive. What do these mean?

I'm 65 and I've made a study of the MYSTIC side of religion and the spiritual life, through my chosen path of ECKANKAR. I have been a member for 42 years and have verified the truths of GOD, SOUL and the Heavenly Worlds and our purpose for being here, through my own personal experiences.