When we're in the extreme hectic, we'll feel like dying.. When someone is helping you at the extreme point and you don't any-other go, you'll see the God in their face..
It is a feeling of surrender and of letting go knowing the one chance of life on the planet earth is over. It is an exhale and of peace knowing there is no inhale. It is feeling of release of confinement in a small being as you seperate from the earthly shell. It is life....after life because of Jesus. It is a feeling of life in a love and peace you never want to leave.God is a light, the purest white light and of love. Brightness greater then the sun, purest white, earthly eyes can not look into, but spiritual person can, and a sense of acceptance and love radiating from this bright whitest light.
You will have to wait and see!
We made God up.... He is a figment of our imaginations. When you die... Lights out!
You will find out in due time. Hopefully not too soon, for your own benefit.