Why Can't I Dream Of My Deceased Son?

Maybe it's just too painful and you're blocking the dreams. Just before you go to bed, try taking a favorite picture of him and sit looking at it. Remember some good times you had together, laugh at something funny he did, then put that picture under your pillow. I feel he is around you all the time, so ask him to come to you in your dreams. He does sit down by you at night while you are sleeping, he moves things around in the house to let you know he's there. Start looking for the signs, and you'll see them. He wants you to know he's okay and he loves you.